Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Sometime back I used to wonder what is it like to be content?

We can never be content. We can never be satisfied. But I feel the satiated state can be achieved by a little self-analysis and self-observation.

What are we constantly chasing?

Who are we constantly pleasing?

Well I cant not chase or please… its natural… but I think happiness begins when we start accepting our failures, our stupidity, our shortcomings.

I cant say I’m content. But yeah…Im happy with the way things are… for now…

I know what it feels like to love and be loved.

My family is intrusive but caring lol and

I’m slowly realizing the value and non-value of friendships.

Sometimes I frown and wonder… what!? No worry? Why??!!!

Like in Roald Dahl’s book “ The problem is, there is no problem.”

Heheh.. Im really like that… so I’ve learnt to take things slowly and as they come. Enjoy the sad and bad moments. Cherish the giggles and silly conversations. And live in the good ones :)

Being content and satisfied may last only a day or two or maybe more…I guess it really depends on you…

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Tasting freedom

I’m sooooo haaappppyyyy exams over!!!!! Yeh!! Finally

For the past 2 weeks, I’d really forgotten what it was like to be free, relaxed, chill, etc…and the other synonyms for “no tension” which I felt the whole semester. Hehehe..

But its true… after u’ve lost sleep, put in last minute sweat and walked around like a zombie… U deserve a break… and so now its settling in.. slowly..the taste of freedom!

Aaahh… gently… slowly.. creeping up my legs… my waist…my hands… my face.. relaxed…… and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

…..wanna sleep ;)

Saturday, December 02, 2006

This time Its Really different!!!

Dedicated to AK

So close to you. I bare it all open.

The wounds, the scars, the flaws,
the love, the peace-- all open to you
and you'll still care and
accept me for who I am.

'shameless' with you.
impulsive and wild.

I don't have to impress you.
That's why I don't lie to you
I don't need to.
You'll always be by my side.

That's what makes us special,
& I mean it when I say, "This time its really different."