I understand your pissed. But I had every right to that drink.
Thankyou for being who you are, for I know not where I whither.
I need your firmness. However, this time I will not let myself go on the 'guilt-trip'.
For even though I can't lie to you, I can never admit how much I needed it.
Everyday there is plenty around me,including the smokes. All kinds.
After losing out on weekends, nights and days of frustration because of my pain-in-the-ass job, and resistance due to your keen sense of smell and observations, I decided I would be okay with a breezer and some polo.I even added coffee.
Alas, I failed the involuntary test.
And again we dissapointed each other.
For you - I'm too young.
For me - Your ever growing denial, that I'm still young.
Forgive them for they know not the evils that lurk around their child. They know not the value of my paltry 'sins' when measured against the torrents of the other children.